continuation.

i told him to stay. i got on the couch and spread my legs and we did it........for like 10 seconds..lol... i shouted at him and told him to leave. i couldnt belive what i had done.
slammed the door shut and went to wash my vagina...hehehe. hoping i wasnt going to get pregnant. but guess what....
my period was so late that i actually thought i was pregnant.
after so many thoughts, i concluded on telling him. he cut the call and the first message i got was that i would have to get rid of it. i just couldnt believe it. called up a friend and cried to her. i had heard alot of stories of how young girls do abortions and loose their womb.
but you wanna know what happened??? i saw my period the very next day. i had never been so excited to see it. i broke up with him after though. but thats how i was really disvirgned.
till today, i deny that being the story of how i lost my virginity but i promised myself never to lie on this blog.....
ummmm, by the way, i never saw any blood. i wonder why......