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Wednesday 24 September 2014

How it all started.




How did what start???? Kissing boys, being a bad girl, etc....I can't remember oooo, I remember that at the age of five, I was already watching porn, kissing small children like myself, I was a little bit aware of sexual things....keep in mind, I got no attention from my parents, so they had no idea.
How did I start watching porn at 5??? Well, 
back then some particular channels on TV showed porn late in the night. So I wld sleep early and wake up late to watch and search specifically for boobs and dicks....Lol......sounds silly, I know
OK, so remember when I said that anyone that mistakenly said I was fine was in my good books???? (read here )
Well, ummmm....a lot of guys used it....and in return I let them press my breasts( mind u, I had big breasts for my age), kiss me, put their dicks in my mouth (oral sex), etc....but never real sex.
So, u see me and you are like "see this ugly looking innocent girl". Lmao, innocent ko, innocent ni.....I think I just seeker approval and attention for people, since I could not get that from my family.
I had so many of what they call "phone relationships" (dating someone you have never met physically ). With this, I could be someone else, not my ugly self....maybe even a fine princess. There was a lot of phone sex, which is masturbation, a lot of pretending, etc. Mind you, I was still watching porn and loving it.
So at the age of 15, I had sucked so many dicks, don't think I can count sef, been pressed by various men, kissed up and down, etc but never had sex. Damilola was keeping her virginity for her husband on their wedding night....(lmao, yeah right).

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