the point where I loved molestation

This is a story of me, when i was 8years old. My mum was an aspiring pastor, there by attended a particular bible school. Each time she was going, I would go along with her because I had no baby sitter. The wife of the owner...
of the school would take care of me while my mum was in class.
Not sure how many kids she had, but her last son was my favorite. He was 14years older than me. His mum called me her wife...meaning I was her son's wife. I was always running around him, clinging to him and playing with him. Everyone thought it was child's play.
Asides running around him, he used to kiss me, put his dick in mouth and also play with my vagina. I loved it so much, I always wanted more. Mind u, I knew what was happening because if u can remember, I've been watching porn since the age of 5...read here
Well, he continued doing that to me till we eventually lost contact.
P.S, I never told anyone about it......